aaa something I forgot to write. Mann I love that day! It was lovely and hell a lot of fun. Mom came to the school, (yaw, I live there, boarding student I am) and brought cakes so my friends and I ate together and guess what, I took a bit of the icing and placed it on my friend, Izz's face! HAHAHA SO FUN! After that all of us started doing that and hell yeah my tudung and baju were all damn messy but it was worth it :) It's something for me to remember ;) Well a few years back I hate birthdays as something bad might happen each and everytime that date comes but in this few years, it's getting better, alhamdulillah. Thank You, Allah, so much for letting me live. 

(What ?! It's already February 5 and this is my first post ??!! What the duck what the duck.)


Righttt. Assalamualaikum and greetings everyone :) (tho not anyone reads this but who cares anyway :D) I've been busy. Shyerrr so not. I just didn't feel like blogging. but somehow I came accross people's blogs so my desire to blog came again. Hmm anyway. I'm going back to the jail tomorrow evening. *jail = school But as usual I haven't even completed my homeworks. YEAY ME. -.-" Sokay. I still have Sunday night to finish them, hopefully. Amiin -__-

Btw. I'm in the process of getting to know someone, ehem, let's just call him Adh, okay? (I pronounce it as a-duh). He's nice, so far. Well to cut a long story short, he's been admiring *yerr ingga me since 2 years ago...and just a few weeks ago he tried to approach me, and I don't know what made me wanted to know him more, too. Hee. I'm trying to open up myself to him.Plus, I'm an open person, I like being friends with everyone. Hmm anyway I don't wanna stay stuck in the past. Let bygones be bygones, ey? Although it's been 7 months since my last break up, I still have that fear of being left and rejected. It just won't disappear. I don't know why. Orang serawak madah jerak. Aaa. Something like that perhaps. Hmm so this getting-to-know session is gonna last for 4 months. We'll see later on if I really do like him. If I don't then.....goodbye mister.

I've also been in contact with my ex. Glad that we're talking to each other peacefully, haha. He's currently in a position like me,before. I mean the girl he was with when he dumped me did the same thing for him. Oh well. Carma. That just made me believe in carma. Woa.

 Eh I forgot about something. Ironically, my ex and Adh are best friends, actually. Crazyyy I know. Adh kept his feelings silent and endured the pain of seeing me and my ex before this, ouchh :/ That's just insane. I can't imagine being in his shoes. Adh met a few girls to forget me but to no avail he couldn't. I wonder why. I told him that I might not like him back but he doesn't care. He said knowing me makes him happy. More than enough. I made him smile again, that's what he said. I won't repeat my mistakes before, which were, being too rush and got too carried away with my feelings without even thinking about the consequences  later. So I'm doing it step by step. Slowly. 'Cause in life there ain't no guarantee, no?


Wish me luck on that. Yerrr k gtg bye! Take care.

Alhamdulillah, I found my IC!!!! Kay that's all toodles.

Assalamualakum, hye.

I am so bored at home. It's all about onlining, waking up late, tv, eat, and all of that repeats everyday. Gahh. I need to get some fresh air, mannn! I'm supposed to go out tomorrow with a few of my school friends, but it's not confirmed yet. But if it's canceled it's okay. I still have another outing this Saturday, insyaAllah. It's a mini reuinion for my previous school. Ohhh, I haven't seen those guys for like almost two years ?! Goshh. Only God knows how much I miss them. Much mucho.

Right now I'm not really in the mood. :(

I misplaced my IC. I thought I put it in the drawer of my dressing table, but it wasn't there when I checked earlier. Last time when we were cleaning my room, Mom did asked me to keep it where I should be(wallet ofc) BUT I just put it in the drawer. (Did I?) Then how come it's gone now eh? aaaaaaaaaaaaa where is it where is it where is it :(


until then.
*frustrated*

Assalamualaikum and greetings.

Kayyy now the story starts. I am purely Sarawakian and I am still doubtful of what language should I use to write in this blog. I started by using English because I'm used to write things in it. Hmm but sometimes I do like posting stuffs in my mother tongue. As in, ngerepak. Anyways, we'll see.

So last night, eh I mean today's early in the morning, I slept at 3 something? and woke up at...tettt 12.40pm ++. Heckkyeahh! Ya upa rang dara juakk. Astagh...  Well. Teheee :DD Hmm. Wondering what I did until that late? I was onlining. A friend suggested for me to blog again, this time on blogger. Now this is real blogging. Basically on tumblr it's like reblogging,reblogging,reblogging and reblogging. Ughh. No one barely posts anything anymore. Not like the old times :/ Howww I miss those moments.  Yerr lu nak klmj.  Haha. And so I signed up and started looking for ze layouts. It's been awhile! Searching for the layouts somehow made me reminisced about ze Friendster times. *smile* Haha. At those times I would like change the layouts 3-4 times a month? Addicted, much? LOL.

Moving on, last night, (I mean early in the morning, again, at 1am ++) Mom appeared in the living room (where I onlined) and was like "You're not sleeping yet??!" and I was like "Heeee," and she went to the kitchen to drink. Then she joined me and watched tv. And she went to bed again at 2 something. I continued to online. But before that she said "When are you gonna sleep?! I'd better keep that laptop," with a threatening-kind of tone. Y'knoww. But I didn't care. So after that, at 3 something, Mom appeared again! And so I was scolded -__-" I quickly turned off the lappy and went into bed.

Wondered what'd happened with the lappy this morning?

....it's gone.(*I usually just leave it on the table, in the living room. Where I usually online.)

Obviously Mom held her words. Duhh.